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Something New

by Elle Xvii

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1.
Sunsets 01:46
The light is hurting my eyes, the sex was great but not the night it's saturday morning and you're with your friends I can't myself when I'm jealous we slept together and then you left. the worse part was knowing I'd have to walk home again. your words they made me feel right. Even better when you said them directly in my eyes. Come home tonight my dear. I've been cryin' tons and tons of salted tears. it's saturday morning and you're with your friends. I can't help myself when I'm jealous. We slept together and then you left, the worse part was knowing that I would have to walk home again. Remembering sunset it's like memories of us. This would never workout because the loss of trust.
2.
Cavewoman 01:10
I feel like a cavewoman walking through New York. I am a cavewoman and my knees are starting to hurt and tomorrow I have to get back to work. We are married cavewoman and my wife she's got a job. I am a cavewoman except I want to live on mars. We are out of this world, yeah my honey she's giving me a little lovely twirl and we can twirl our way up into mars where they have less gravity and flying cars.
3.
Cryin' 02:29
Stop cryin' you aren't dying you're all alone in your own home. You could've had a friend but you didn't let them in you diecided to just give them shit. Uh-Oh no. She was right and even put up a big ole fight and you left it there just to die, Oh no. Now you're in the bathroom and there's nothing you can do but cry it all out. Stop cryin' you aren't dying. I'm not hanging around for one of them to tear me completely down. You've got somebody new to look forward to but, she won't text you, yeah you're totally screwed. Stop cryin' you aren't dying. I'm not hanging around for one of them to tear me completely down.
4.
My dog died last week and I tried playing it off like it didn't affect. I know a couple of assholes who took some shit back and asked for some money I don't owe. I'm stuck in my brain. My minds pretending that it's cool when it's not okay. I suck at my job but I need to get my own and move really fucking far. I was thinking about moving to LA but the streets are wild and there's fires every singhle day. Maybe I'll choose Seattle. They make it seem real nice like a city made of gold. I thought trauma lasts for a day but, it's been four years and I'm still not okay. I only cry when I lay in bed. It's the only thing I got besides my brain in my head. I push whoever comes too close. I fear someone's lovin' but I cry about it the most. January will never be my month. It's the worse of them all I've got eleven of them to go. January, you're the worse out of my top three and no I won't name the two. I want to get away from you.
5.
Your Hugs 01:32
I slip my body onto the couch. It's kinda weird how I'm feeling now. My thoughts are heavy and I'm missing your touch, I guess it's my first crush. We took a walk up onto the hill you pulled me close and asked me how does this feel? It felt real sunny its beginners luck I love the way that you hug. Come by me and walk with into the sun, we walk onto concrete until I step on bubble gum. We laugh it off and then we magically fall in love.
6.
Fifi 02:12
Fifi, You're one of a kind and I don't mind when you lay your head next to mine. You;re paws are soft and it's hard to ignore your super long claws. When you beg, instead you scratch me up into little bitty shreds. You've got breath that can light up this whole room, but I don't care it doesn't matter because you're super cute it's just unique and funny. I Love You. When you're stressed and upset I know that food will make you feel your best. And your brain is kinda strange it swirls in its own way. You're super small and the world is tall. Please don't ditch me for anyone else even the neighbors dog Paul. You've got breath that can light up this whole room, but I don't care it doesn't matter because you're super cute it's just unique and funny. I Love You.
7.
I see you in the dusk and I see you in my flower, and I see you when we touch seeing you just gives me power. And your sex is appealing when I see you in the mirror, and I see you hurt my feelings when I see you standing near her Awooga, Awooga C'mon its spring show me your thing Awooga And tonight he wears cologne and I am home all alone, and I see you in my poem and I wish that you’d come home. Cause you're sexual healing when I see you in the mirror, and I've got chemical feelings if i hear that you are nearer to me C’mon its summer won’t you be my drummer Awooga
8.
Stuck 02:32
You are stuck where you are because you never tried to leave. He sat you in his chair and said that "I love you." and that's all you'd like to believe. Even though he had said some hurtful things like he says he never wants to be around, and he even told you that it was better if you were six feet underground. But you always say it's for all of us even though it's really all for yourself. This is why I never told you for this reason and I was never myself. It wasn't one girl, yeah it was two. Besides that one other time that I had slept around with that dude. I mean he was my boyfriend. It was fun for him but not for me too. It's not that easy breaking it to someone that you're not into. You are stuck where you are because you've never tried to leave. Don't blame anyone else but your mindset I know that it's hard for you to believe. But you'll have to accept me for who I am I'm Elle and I'm not Toni! And if you don't think you can do that well I'll be happy to leave. It wasn't one girl, yeah it was two. Besides that one other time that I had slept around with that dude. I mean he was my boyfriend. It was fun for him but not for me too. It's not that easy breaking it to someone that you're not into.
9.
You walk around like you know me keep calling me by "Toni" you take two steps back you're not so tough. The newspapers got a headline and it said you were trying to break all your ex's stuff. It took place back in fall looked like you had it all but turns out you could give no fucks. Your father ruined your life and you're tryin' not to cry because your moms birthdays coming up. We took a happy pill and we'd stayed reall chill on the fourth of July it was too rough. We enjoyed ourselves although we'll "burn in hell." but it's my choice and I give no fucks. You're a confusing soul and you have no where to go it's time you've made your mind and thinking up. I'll be leaving for Seattle I know you want to travel not too keen on standing you up. You can pack your clothes today don't rush you know I'll wait just take my hand we can run away.
10.
My vagina's getting bored, she's getting bored, we're getting bored. That doesn't mean that I'm alone I'm not alone, you are alone. With and pronozines you might as well be on ?? You want a pick because I'm alone, I'm not alone you are alone. With and pronozines you might as well be on ??
11.
Julie 01:32
I sing a love song in the middle of the night. With all the trees and birds as quiet as the sky. The moon shined down and it's pouring rain. After tonight we'll never be the same. You wanted to be friends but I wanted mor. I'd love to kiss you on the mouth Julie I want to be yours. But there's something on my mind I have to tell you now. I want your lips and I want your mouth. I've felt this way my whole life there's nothin' I can try. I got these shivers runnin' down my spine. Don't want to change how I feel because the rush is imense. I love your music, hair, your perfume scent. You're perfect to me but you don't love yourself. I'm the one for you so what the hell?
12.
Flowerfields 02:10
I find a rose in a flowerfield. The only one that could make me feel, it pricked my thumb and then I bled. I wanted pain but instead, I stayed up just to talk to you. Now I'm the one who looks like a fool Now my eyes are feeling numb. Staring at you was so dumb. Now I see the tracks where you lied at, And I wish we could go back I wrote songs at 3AM, with my toes buried in the sand. I stayed up just to talk to you, you didn't show it was just too soon. Today was tomorrow, now it's yesterday. When's the last time we went to bed. I stayed up just to talk to you, Now I'm the one who looks like a fool. Now my eyes are feeling numb. Staring at you was so dumb. Now I see the tracks where you lied at, And I wish we could go back
13.
I am a sad song, but I'd like to be a good one. I'd like to go for a walk in the park. But it's seven-thirty and now it's gettin' dark. I'd love to see a rainbow. But only in the winter and when it snows. Want to go back to the days when life was so fun, back when it was me and you and the days weren't blue but now it's all gone. I am a lost soul, lookin' for something to guide my way. Trapped in confusion, lost in illusion. I think I'm goin' insane. Want to go back to the days when life was so fun, back when it was me and you and the days weren't blue but now it's all gone.
14.
H8 Love 02:24
I hate love, I hate it so much. I'd love to understand why it's important to us? I've got plenty of things to do, like get that new tattoo I've been longing for and I promise it's not a picture of us two. I hate love. I've got plenty things to do, plenty things to do not lookin' forward to you.
15.
You are stuck where you are because you never tried to leave. He sat you in his chair and said that "I love you." and that's all you'd like to believe. Even though he had said some hurtful things like he says he never wants to be around, and he even told you that it was better if you were six feet underground. But you always say it's for all of us even though it's really all for yourself. This is why I never told you for this reason and I was never myself. It wasn't one girl, yeah it was two. Besides that one other time that I had slept around with that dude. I mean he was my boyfriend. It was fun for him but not for me too. It's not that easy breaking it to someone that you're not into. You are stuck where you are because you've never tried to leave. Don't blame anyone else but your mindset I know that it's hard for you to believe. But you'll have to accept me for who I am I'm Elle and I'm not Toni! And if you don't think you can do that well I'll be happy to leave. It wasn't one girl, yeah it was two. Besides that one other time that I had slept around with that dude. I mean he was my boyfriend. It was fun for him but not for me too. It's not that easy breaking it to someone that you're not into.
16.
I want to try and something that I haven't wrote this year. Everything I seem to write always puts me up in tears. I keep crying and I don't know why it's the same every year. I kind of want to disappear in the sunset view. In my head I know I'll never write something. And it happens every time I don't know why. But at least I try to wrtie something new. And my brain goes insane and it happens everyday. But I know I'll never. I'll never write something new. Someone always seems to come up I guess I just have bad luck. It always starts out great then it ends up in hate. I make my way all of the time but I seem to cross a line. I just suck at what I do even existing and living it through.
17.
Sappic Luvv 02:22
Can I get your name and your number? Your the cutest girl I've ever seen in the whole world. Do you want to live in my place Downtown? We've known each other for so long it's been a week now. Do you want to have my baby I know the question is a little crazy. Was that a yes? Cause' I can't stand a maybe do you want to have my baby.

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released May 31, 2021

Special thanks to Rain in Summer for Joining me in Bluedays
Thanks to Frankie Cosmos for existing couldn't have covered Awooga
Album Cover/Artwork created by: Maha Hmayed

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Toni (Elaine) better known as "Elle Xvii' pop punk, indie singer-songwriter based in Pennsylvania. With an artistic soul Elle Xvii released her debut album 'Teenage Brain' September 25, 2019. Along with 3 other singles in the indie community.

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